@ 3:32

you came

sudden & sharp

Lizzie Borden in such dark night

i sliced

my folds

voluntariy

smoothly

each slab an undesirable souvenir

i knew her when
she was such a good girl
something went
something went wrong
i don't know what happened i don't know
her anymore
i didn't couldn't see
she tried to tell me & all i saw
was white light.eyelids two lips
i tried to absorb it i tried to
digest it i didn't couldn't hear
my veins were full my veins were
full of

your confession oozing

sporadic reference

to my body

parts : an organ

swelling & misused

tissue stretched repositioned

eyelids turned inside out black

against pale pale surface

imperfections. andy warhol would be proud

erect

such beaut

such motherfucking

beauty

inside our hands

destruction / creation / rebuild

this

paint me out

in

make it yours make it infinite

in the likeness of

your god

less

ness

i volunteer

my weakness

in honor

of