3 Dollars a Basket (case)
tiger marks & orange bruises black specks digging between my
fingers slipped, i couldn't hold onto the stiletto heels i'll bury you underneath
someday when the sun is warm on my back, sizzling the salvation
army threads i bought 2 years ago in bundles for three dollars a basket & later the nightmares:
how do i fold 27 items closer, tighter? how do i press them in between your
lips on my throat it almost feels like new love like softness on my
skin between your teeth. time for a new gag. you brought blood & now i tell you
my skull is soft in the morning; sensitive to your fingetips digging
at the base ment door where i have plunked you, hidden you far away
from search lights & well-doers who wonder where you've wandered without taking
any of the bullshit you were so accustomed to giving me space & time & exposing my psychosis
labeling me & then wrapping my terminology around your little finger
scratching weakly at the concrete floor where i have given you your space & time & time again
i tell you i love you i love you i don't mean any of this but i have thin skin & a weak ankle & you wanted me
to show you the glossy vinyl goddess inside of me you wanted me to dominate your thoughts & i told you how
you wouldn't want to meet her, how she could conjure up domestic bliss as easily as she could imagine slicing your throat
but you came carrying an orange love so big so powerful so violently emotive, it erupted in my hands, splattered between my fingers & now the nightmares:
how do i fold two legs, two arms, one self-absorbed love closer, unreasonably tighter? |