Assorted Tales to be Told After Sixty
Somewhere the wind is whipping past fifth avenue
turning down main
unbuttoning the man who will tell three stories at lightening speed
for five bucks or some change or whatever you can spare,
time, if that's all you can afford.
Jeremy just broke his e string again, the third time this month
and after eight hours of practice every day
he says the stories are collecting in his head, moving down his spine, coughing loudly in the next room, interrupting his sleep at night.
He's got no time to hear a man, he's sure of this.
I'm not so sure of anything.
1996, Mexico City Blues for the Devil and others who don't know a goddamn thing about life.
Andrea and I have stepped into something.
Quivering like worms on a fishhook, we are watching daylight die through the entrance of a cave, listening to the sounds of two people: a high-pitched girlie girl and her baritone enthusiast.
They see us listening deep, controlling the giggle silently adding to the collection of "When We Were Young and Life Was Good." stories to be told, only after 60, within the safe confines of a nursing home lobby.
It is night and the silence is deafening, moving through the woods, leaving.
Eight hours, nothing said. The rumbling of lovers 50 feet below. Claustrophobics crawling into rocks. Hands snaking on cool wet walls;
We are living, collecting the moments, living.
And it's like this: slow dark wonderful, comfortable, like a mother's lap memorable, like five o'clock shadow bleeding through the face of a man who thinks the world owes him, owes him big, will keep owing him until the day he is no longer able to collect.
(he says broken e strings are only the beginning in a lifetime of wrongs.)
But we are living, absorbing the details, living and the world doesn't owe us a thing.
This, I'm sure of.
Someday the wind will whip past fifth avenue turn down main
stop at the elbow
and unbutton the girl who will tell three stories at lightening speed for five bucks or some change,
whatever you can spare, a little bit of time if that's all you can afford. |